This is life

Your life begins:
*You are born (with parents/without parents/with disabilities/healthy/rich/poor/dead)

You grow up to find out that:
*Your parents are (loving/uncaring/capable/parasitic)

From your grades you find out that(if you go to school):
*You are (gifted/retarded/hardworking/lazy)

From your experience with people(friends/family/strangers):
*You are (a person loved by many/hated by many)

From living, you find out that:
Reality is (a bitch/fucked up)
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Part 2.
In the middle of your life:
You manage/fail to find (your girl/your guy)

If you found your partner:
You (fail/pass) in sustaining the relationship

If you fail:
You decide to (look again/give up)

If you choose to:
Give up, (congratulations)

If you choose to:
Look again, (good luck, be prepared)

If you sustained the relationship:
You are (happy/unhappy)

You are then a (happy/unhappy) married man/woman.
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Part 3 coming soon...

OH ****

I was supposed to print the chem notes,
By Monday for chemistry lesson.
I went to the photocopy shop and it crushed my hopes,
For it was closed; on vacation?

I called some friends,
And asked for solutions.
But they too were out of plans,
I'm in for damnation.

I should have got it done on the previous dates,
But my mind was blank on those days.
Now I'm drawing closer to the shitty fate,
Of being raped on Monday.

Why must you close today?
I've prepared the money to pay.
Oh, this is just my luck.
Tomorrow, I'm fucked.

-GreyKliche

Wrong direction

I'm heading in the?
Wrong direction.
Why is that so?
The temptation.
What is the source?
My accommodation.
How is it to be solved?
My determination.

In the wrong direction I head,
Wondering where would it lead.
Even when I know shit,
That it leads to hell's pit,
I convince myself I don't know,
And I continue going with the flow.

I say I am comtemplating,
The truth is?
I'm procrastinating.
I know it is contradicting;
I know it sounds unconvincing.
But I know those similar feels something;
That what I've said ain't no bluffing.
You know as well this shit's annoying.
You hammer it down and it comes back,
As though you did nothing.
You put up some impressive mental-fighting,
No matter how energy and time-consuming.
But at the end of the struggling,
You will still give in,
To this unbeatable curse of delaying...
You still end up surrendering.

I know what this leads to, too.
I ain't no bloody fool.
Despite that, I still do what I do.
I am a complete fool.

It's time to fill in what I lack;
Harsh determination to put me back on track.
My schedule shall be fully packed,
To bring my lost time back.

The wrong direction's destination,
I show no appreciation.
For what I want, is achievement;
What I want, is self-satisfaction.
I do not seek annihilation;
I do not like disappointment.

So what shall I do?
Seek motivation.
Why motivation?
To breed determination.
With determination?
I change my direction.
With a change of direction?
I have changed my destination.

-GreyKliche